Have a reason, Heart Broken

Hey... guys i recently leave my girlfriend, i did not tell her the real reason why, because i don't want her to know, i like being with her she give me comfort and warm, but i let her down, i hope when she read this she wont be sad at me anymore. first let me tell you all how we meet, you all will be laughing how we meet, okay now shall I begin? One fine day, we were in an app and we match up and we started chatting and we start getting to know each other more, at that time she need to go oversea i was sad that she is going oversea that the time i know i have to keep talking to her because my feeling for her is there, i was excited and fill with joy, when she was there we still get to chat when she traveling and all the time she was finding wifi just to talk to me i was please to hear that, after that i have prepare myself to go china to study, she was worried so that she could not talk to me, i was fear that i could not talk to her, the fear was like you scared you will lose it forever when i think of that, i rush to get a sim card, talking about the worry when she suddenly end her chat on the app we try to find each other that moment was my first time i want to find back her and dont want to lose her, that feeling so real... going back to my china trip, i will have to be there for more than 1 month and 2 weeks, while i was there it was hard to message or call at first we could only message that much but we still chat everyday.. continue tmr