My fault

Talking to my sister today , a few days I hurt her feeling, I feel bad because I can't tell her how I really feel. it have been a while /i feel this sadness that will feel like a hundred of people stabbing you and the blood feel like cold blood, is bleeding non stop is so hard to make it stop.... I care about her, I want to hug her, i want to hold on to her, but my heart and mind feel very confused I really don't know what to think and feel anymore just feel like hurting myself because i cant get my right feel I know this is stupid to hurt myself but I really dun know how else to get this confused feel off me.........11/6/2014 9:39 pm