Chapter 2

When Secondary School started, he was fine even thought he was in NT(Normal Tech) but he work very hard through out the years he face a lot of trouble between subject and he really put a lot of effort in math as his math is not that strong as well as his English but despite all this he work really hard and he we up to NA(Normal Adca) after he went to Sec 2 he when to find the girl that he love last time but he can't find a way to contact her but just then they meet each other at a shopping mall is this faith he ask himself so after he got her number and he feel nervous after he got her number and before message he also feel his heart feel like pounding out of his mouth, after he have the strength to to message her and he chat with her for many months then they think they are ready to be together but they are not really ready not even close but they still go ahead and try and it was nice and good... then from Sec 2 he wanted to go to express but because of love he lose focus on what is really important to him and in the end he only remain in NA but in between he learn quite a lot of stuff like he was a NE rep (National Education rep) he learn how to talk on stage, plan event, help with events, decoration and how to keep everyone in the group happy and bond together.. after Sec 2 he when to Sec 3 and he choose D&T(Desgin and Tech) and POA(Principle of Account) as his 6th and 7th subject so he start to study hard again because there more subject to deal with but still he will take out some time to find hid girlfriend to go out and chat and he was stress on that period of time but all in all he still make it out okay but his POA teacher is so bad that the teacher just tell them the answer dun even bother to teach and he copy blindly and he fail until very bad and after sec 3........... to be contiune

My fault

Talking to my sister today , a few days I hurt her feeling, I feel bad because I can't tell her how I really feel. it have been a while /i feel this sadness that will feel like a hundred of people stabbing you and the blood feel like cold blood, is bleeding non stop is so hard to make it stop.... I care about her, I want to hug her, i want to hold on to her, but my heart and mind feel very confused I really don't know what to think and feel anymore just feel like hurting myself because i cant get my right feel I know this is stupid to hurt myself but I really dun know how else to get this confused feel off me.........11/6/2014 9:39 pm

Chapter 1

Once there were a baby that born in the 1997, he was born a left hand user but his parent think that when he wrote any words they are just like line running around in the paper, so they trained him to be a right hand user and they did it they trained him to be a right hand user but his learning become very slow and his parent use the cane to cane his back because he don't want to read and write, his mom cane him until his back oozing with blood that have a mark of a cross at his back, after that he finally learn to read and write, after a few years he went to primary to school he joined the IT club (info-com technology), he learn to create website, photo book and go competition, and he meet many people and become friends with them and he wanted to join the basketball team but because of his nose can bleed easily so he can't join but only when he reach primary 5 then he can join. He meet a girl there that was her first 'love' but he don't dare to ask the girl out, only after his graduation his friend help him to ask the girl and the girl called that night when he was caught surprise of her calling but that guy give up on her after a few days because he was not sure of his feeling, after that he started to tried to get the girl out of his head but he cant forget her but when the holiday start he started playing game just to get her out of his mind but in the end it only work for a few weeks but until when school start again he went to a secondary school there is where everything of his life change............. to be continue

Crush

why when someone have a crush on you, after they tell you, you are their crush is so hard to reply and give a right feeling back? I have someone i crush and the person also have a crush on me but when she say she want to give up on her crush, i have a sad and painful feeling so i tell her not to give up but still think that her crush don't like her but the fact is i like her but she dun know until yesterday, when she know i have a crush on her, i really don't know how she feel but when i ask her how she feel she tell me she feel shy and sad because she realise that she want to give up on the person that also have a crush on her. We talk all night and because of my fear of having a r/s i give up on her, but i have many regret about my decision, really feel bad and guilty but i dun wan hurt her more in the future if i have a change of heart that why i think of how she feel that is one more reason i wan to give up on her because i think i am still young still not mature enough i wish i can meet her when i am older then maybe the decision i make will be different i really wish i can be more mature and now i just treat her as a sister but i also wan care for her.......